Thursday, September 11, 2014

Writing and Filing my Journal Entries

September 27, 2004

     Instead of writing my thoughts directly in the journal, I will write them down in the computer.  Then I will edit them, print the entries and paste them into the journal.  Why, because I have to keep my journal from prying eyes.
     This afternoon for example, I am very tired of what is happening to me.  I could scream and probably commit murder.  I have a feeling that God is against me in everything I do, in every move I make or project I undertake.  He puts a snag in my way and blocks my progress totally.  I am trying to litigate my diseased mother's estate.  I picked a lawyer who came highly recommended but I feel he too will sell me out and there isn't anything I can do about it.
     My niece, Kimberly Sue Davis, has emptied my mother's trust and will probably not even get a slap on the wrist.  If I act a bit out of the ordinary, my lawyer has convinced me that the litigating lawyer will throw the book at me.
     If I should loose out, which will probably happen, then I don't know where I should go or do.  My mother's trust was valued at 1 M in December 2000.
     I wrote my memoirs and sent the final copy into the 'Print-On-Demand' publisher, Book Surge.  This was several months ago and I haven't heard a word since. There has been one snag after another.  Once again I have made the wrong choice and God is punishing me.  I know that most hypocrites will say I am wrong about being punished, but this is what I believe.  I am the son of a child of Satan and there is no room for me in the Kingdom of God?

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Watching Television

September 26, 2004

     Last night we had pizza and watched TV.  We started to watch "DAD" with Ted Danson, Jack Lemmon,  Olivia Dukakis and Kathy Baker.  The film was on the PAX channel.  Because of the advertising we switched to ESPN and watched "Hustler" about Pete Rose.  We switched because advertising in TV is becoming too much.  This is the way it was on PAX:  6:15 min (film), 5:45 min (Ads), 9:45 min (film), 6:05 min (Ads),  9:30 min (film), had enough and switched again.  It is like this on every channel.  I predict that soon that small ads with be flashed  on the corner of the screen even when the film is playing.  If there is a sex scene, then a CONDOM ad will flash.  When a woman is sitting alone, then a VIAGRA, LIVITRA, TAMPAX ad will flash, etc.
     Television viewing in America is becoming very idiotic!  It will get worser too!

Monday, September 1, 2014

Class Reunion ,The Detroit Free Press

September 22, 2004

     Joan and I spent the day in Port Huron, MI at a Crary Elementary School reunion.  There were about 20 to 30 craryites who attended  that 'grade' school from say 1939 to 1954.  I was the only one from the 8th grade graduating class of 1952.  It was really enjoyable exchanging stories of those 'daze'.

     I just finished writing two more letters to the Detroit Free Press.  The first one has to be rewritten before I mail it.  This is what I wrote:
     I have tried for several months to submit my opinionated letters to the Editor with the desire of seeing them in print.  Every letter has been thrown in file 13 (trash).  I wonder why?  My letters were always printed in the past.  I have scrape books with about 250 of my letters that were printed as written.  Then something happened?  In 1999, I submitted some of my photos about the "Berlin Wall".  One photo was published but I was given no credit for it.  I wrote to Ms. Ager and received no answer.  I wrote to three of there reporters, I mean editors, about the prosecutor in Macomb County who will not answer my questions about the murder of our grandchildren.  Again no answer!
     The Detroit Free Press was at one time a liberal and not a hypocritical and bigoted 'soap wrapper'.  Times have changed and the Free Press in order to survive, patronizes the rich in the suburb and everyone knows they are the rich and greedy and Republican on top.  On top of this, I believe many of Laurence J. Peter's theories have taken up residence on Fort Street.
     On September 28, the last Free Press will ever smudge my fingers.  Never again!  I think I will subscribe to the German 'Bild Zeitung'.  It has more news, more blood and guts and costs less.
     My second letter was an Email and it too will probably end up in file 13.
                                                      BUSH AT THE PODIUMTRUTH IS

     It is a well documented fact in life that an intelligent person can not persuade an ignorant person to change his views and beliefs.
     They, the ignorant, believe that the "Bush War" is good!
     They believe the new Cheneyism, - "Vote for us or die!" is an idealism in the perfect sense.  They believe women, blacks, Hispanics, gays and us liberals have no rights!  They believe the rich must get richer and the poor must get poorer.  I think this is also the Republican stand too!    They worship money and their money god too!
     We missed 1984 but we are about to chisel the following in granite:
                                                          WAR IS PEACE!
                                                           TRUTH IS IGNORANCE!
                                                           FEAR IS HAPPINESS!
Some of the ignorant even see terrorists in their dreams and accept them?  I could probably write a lot more like above but after I express myself so, I can then move on in this silly and ignorant world!

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Donating Blood.

September 17, 2004

     Today I donated blood for the 29th time, although the FDA claims I have the 'mad cow' disease.  I lived in West Germany from 1960 to 1987.

September 19, 2004

     I am a bit nervous about my current blood pressure.  For years, I always had 120/70.  Now the last couple of weeks I have measured it at 138/81, 126/72, 129/75.  I am only 66.  A nurse at the Red Cross said I had an irregular heart beat?

An Old Marine

September 13, 2004

     After having my teeth cleaned, I stopped in at the American Legion in Royal Oak, MI.  I use to be a member there back in the 1990's.  I took a seat at the bar and started chatting with an elder veteran sitting next to me.  One thing led to another.  He was 80 years young!  I told him that I grew up on Rutherford between Fenkell and Puritan.  He almost fell off his stool.  He related how he use to date a Mary Lou D. who lived at 15743 Rutherford.  I lived at 15700.  He said they really whooped it up in his Ford Model A.  Mary Lou had a younger sister, her name was Gail.  I remember her as a type of tom boy and she played softball with us on the street.  She was my age.  He graduated from Cooley High School in 1943 and joined the Marine Corp.  He claimed he saw battle on Tarawa, Bouganville, Iwo and Okinawa.  He was in Korea and Vietnam and retired in 1975 as Lt. colonel..  Nice story if true.

September 16, 2004
       Last night I had two dreams I remembered when I woke!  I realized why I have been a pack rat and collector all my life and why I like looking through what others throw away.
     It was the almost total denial of my parents in giving me toys and things.  I use to accompany my father on Saturday when he went to work at the J.B. Webb company.While he was working, I would wander through the open offices and search the waste baskets.  I found a lot of things I could use and play with.  Nothing of value, mostly - pencils and erasers and such.  I was only 8 or 9 at the time.  My parents denied me most of the time of a happy Christmas.  One Xmas, I think I got a three wheeler.  Another time I got a basic Rector Set.  I even got a Monopoly game one year, but never more than one present while my sister was showered with dolls, clothes, games, etc.  Once as a small tot I found a battered Teddy Bear in the trash and brought it home.  It was even missing one of those button eyes.  My dear mother punished me and then she threw the Teddy away.
     The second dream was why I have trouble giving love.  I guess the main reason being was that my parents had absolutely no love for me.  I grew up as a child in an Arctic home atmosphere.  Never once did my mother hug me or show me any sign of affection.  My father,  never having any love as a child couldn't give me any either.  This is one reason why I failed in my marriages, with my daughter, etc.  Forget the little
girl I adopted, she is a bitch, and she doesn't even like herself.  She lives in Germany..

Friday, August 29, 2014

September 11, Bush and Cheney

September 11, 2004

     Today marks the third anniversary of Al Queda's attack on America.  I am the only one in this 'dogpatch' part of Ferndale, MI who put out and raised the flag in memory.
     Yesterday, I wrote the following letter to the Editor of the Detroit Free Press.  For some reason I feel they have placed me on a sort of 'non grata' list of writers.  I wrote:
     Once upon a time we Americans got caught in a campaign of "Red October".  We allowed a self centered egotistical  megalomaniac to lead us into a valley of fear.  We are still burdened with his memory or legacy.  I am referring to Stalin!
     Now the Vice President Cheney is doing the same thing.  "Vote for us or die!"  Is this the beginning of Cheneyism?
     As to the service records of  George W. Bush, why does the media have to report about his failure to report or his failure to serve or all the other dumb excuses he has.  It is plain and simple, FDR introduced the selective service draft back in 1940.  It was every and I mean every American's duty to serve. 99% of the male population did, only the rich and greedy (1%) found some way out.  The draft continued until "Tricky"
Dick repealed it sometime in the beginning of the 1970's.  Many of those poor 'rich' kids would sign up for the National Guard Country Club.  In plain English, they were 'draft dodgers'.
     This letter and others will not run because the Free Press is not free and can't handle the truth or criticism if offered them on a silver platter.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

"Bushy Tail" Old friend and WWII

August 28, 2004

     Bushy Tail and his GOP(greedy old pricks) are carrying on a very negative election campaign led by the grandson to Martin Bormann, Karl Rowe.  Right now a group of brain dead GOP from a "Swift Boat" unit in the Vietnam war, are spreading lies and false innuendos about the Democratic candidate John Kerry, who by the way received the 'Silver Star' for his bravery in Nam.
     Poor America if Bush and company are reelected. He has really made a mess of my country in the last four years!

September 1, 2004

     Sixty five years ago, Adolf Hitler and his Nazi war machine invaded the peace loving country of Poland and started WWII.

September 2, 2004

     Tonight I called Henry Baltzersen in Cincinnati.  Joan and I will be down that way this weekend and I would like to meet up with him and his wife.  Henry and I were pretty good friends while growing up.  That was from 1952 to 1958.  I then joined the Army and after one or two years, he joined the Air Force.  He warned me back in 1960, not to marry a German.  I refused to listen to him and got myself in a 27 year mud hole.

September 3, 2004
     Joan and I drove down to the "Red Devil" in Africa (Detroit) and enjoyed a pizza and beer with Jim Bush
Bill Bush and Bill Lynch, three kids, I mean old men from the old neighborhood.  Bill sort of confessed to me, that his mother had told him once that my dear mother was the most despised person on the block.  If seems that nobody liked her.  His mother died of cancer sometime between 1950-1955.  She was a very nice person and wonderful mother to five children.  Slowly the truth is coming out about Myrtle!